Happy Birthday!!!!

Today is my birthday!!! My 48th birthday!!! I am now at the age that Charlie was when he died and K. is in a tizzy!!! She has talked about this every year on my birthday "Mom, I don't want you to be 48, just skip to 49." This morning when she woke up she wished me a happy birthday and stated 'now you are 48....dad died when he was 48!" I have explained to her that I am healthy and daddy wasn't, but she doesn't want to hear that. I have had bloodwork done, and all my womans dr. stuff done and all is good and I share this with her.....I hope to put her mind at ease. I really hope that beyond today, she will forget how old I am....I hate to see my kid worry....and especially about me.